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Locked Up
Date: 10 Jun 2006
My 28 year old daughter is incarcerated on a serious charge. She had a large
amount on her when she was arrested. She has a 3 year old daughter which I
now have care of now. She was fortunate that her daughter did not ingest
any of the drug. This has taken it's toll on all of us as we never expected
her to succomb to this drug.
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Death
Date: 15 Jun 2007
this is for ronnie metcif. he was only 19 years old. They found him on june
15th 2007 dead, from the night before. Leaving an entire trailer park of
friends behind, friends who called him family. He was on vacation from his
first year of college... too bad we'll knew get to see what he was trying to
become
Date: 04 Jan 2007
In memory of Drew and Dustin. Two brothers full of life found dead together
in there home by there mother of a heroin overdose. We love you deeply and
miss your smiles, energy and presences. They leave behind a mother, father,
sister, brother in law, two nephews that thought they were the world and
many extended family and friends. I know you are in a good place and that I
have two guardian angels looking after me. We love you.
Date: 13 Sep 2006
second day clean and its horrid lapsed again when will i stop lapsing HEROIN
KILLS everyday clean hurts more than everyday using DONT LET THE DEVIL TAKE
YOU DONT USE HEROIN XX
Date: 03 Jan 2006
Ryan,5/24/85-11/16/05, your spirit lives on in our hearts, and will never be
lost.I wish you hadn't fell victim to the evil in this world.If I had known
could I have saved you?We love you and pray we will join you one day.There
is not a second that passes that you are not missed or remembered.Watch over
us and help us through the great loss we have suffered.Go in peace my sweet
brother.
Date: 02 Feb 2005
MY BEST FRIEND DIED ON 12/13/2004 OF A HEROINE OVER DOSE AND EACH DAY THAT
GOES BY I THINK OF HER. HER NAME, AMANDA M. 22YRS OLD, HER DEATH WAS
THE WORST DAY OF MY
LIVE SO FAR. I HOPE ANY ONE WHO LOSES SOME ONE THIS WAY FINDS PEACE IN
KNOWING THAT YOUR NOT ALONE. i MISS AND LOVE HER ALWAYS
THANK YOU FOR POSTING~ HOLLY V.
Date: 14 Apr 2005
I lost my baby to heroin.He was a fine young man,kind,witty,charming,and
loved by family and friends.Heroin robbed Nathan of his young adult life and
ripped a hole in my heart that is there forever.Imiss my baby more than
words can tell.Nathan I love you and miss you and so sorry I couldn't help
you.I'm counting the days to see you again for it will be for ever and never
seperate us again.Iwas happiest knowing you were safe and happy.Nathan let
daddy and me know that its ok.Love your mother and best friend.God bless you
for Iwas blessed for 21 years to have loved you.love mom
Date: 03 May 2005
I lost my friend billy to a heroin
overdose. he was with his "friends" when he began to overdose and they left
him on the floor of his bathroom to die. His father had to find his dead
son the next morning. Billy was a good person, he had a warm heart and
smile. he left many people who loved him behind. I wish people could see the
damage that it does to everyone involved in the situation and think before
shooting that needle
Date: 30 Aug 2005
We all lost her, she had potential and now that dream is lost. To all that
new her well she will always still be there, watching from the sky with the
rest that never made it. I dont no who knew she was on it but i wish they
made her stop. At times like these it make you think why they do it for the
thirll and the buzz how long do they last. Did she stop and think the pain
that it would corse. Rest in piece THA GOOD DIE YOUNG X
Date: 29 Aug 2005
I lost my soul mate to Heroin. I had not gone back to his country to see him
for the past couple of years. On January 2, 2005. I woke up by his mother's
phone call at 6.00AM. They found him in their bathroom. I have note dated
any one and have to passion for life any longer. I had traveled searching
for him, for many years. We were very much in love. I moved to three
different countries, to try and save him. Now I ask GOD every day
"why me?" I cry alot and I feel very lonely without him on earth.
I know he was my soul mate, I hope I will see him some day in heaven.
All I was able to do in ten years of our relationship, was to introduce
Christ to him.
I hope this can help some one. I dought it. This addiction is really devils
work on earth. Like a vacum it sucks you in.
Date: 29 Sep 2005
CHRIS S. WE LOST YOU ON NOVEMBER 27TH 2004 FROM HERION. YOU LEFT BEHIND 2
KIDS TWO BROTHER'S AND A SISTER AND AND YOUR MOM AND MANY PEOPLE WHO LOVE
YOU. YOUR VERY MISSED.
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Date: 31 Aug 2007
I've been clean 4 months now, it never gets easier; you always will have urges. Once a heroin addict, always a heroin addict. Anyways, it terrifies me to hear stories about people who have been clean for 6 months, 1 year [or even longer] and ultimately end up loosing the war. All I can think about is myself when I hear that. I'm 22 years old and the way I was going I'm lucky to still be here [or at least to still have a roof over my head]. I know people in prison and people who are dead because of heroin. Getting off this stuff was by far the hardest thing i've ever had to do and i'll go out on a limb and say it's the hardest thing i'll ever do in my entire life. Remembering the agony I went through, yet knowing the rush and euphoria from heroin and knowing that it only takes one time to suck you back in scares the **** out of me. I've never been a religious person but I sure found something during those first few weeks coming off that stuff and whatever it was I found I need to do my best to stay with it.. because I refuse to ever go back to heroin, at least not without a fight.
Date: 17 Jan 2007
8 Years off heroin, and it gets easier! There is still a weak moment here
and there where I could fall back into it... but I dont. The temptation
never goes away you just develop more reasons why not to go back to it. You
start enjoying other things in LIFE. That split second of doubt or guilt,
turns into 30 sec, then an hour, then eight years. I cut all ties with
everyone I used with for 2 years, and moved away and when I went back I
looked at them differantly. Be strong and you can deffinatly get through
this. The best resource is yourself and your family.
Date: 16 Aug 2006
Joe A.
I recently celebrated 5 years clean & sober
Read his story
Date: 11 Aug 2006
I've been functional addict.I've got job and i was taking...i've stoped
5days ago.I hope i will be strong enough and wont break as the last time.My
last clean-period last for 2years.I prey to God for same and more strenght!
People never trust heroin. Be careful who you do friends to. Choose your
future!!!!keep up for all of us who returned and stayed in new life!
Date: 14 Feb 2006
i just turned 20 of this month, i gotta say getting off and staying off is
very incredibly hard. id have to say this is the most pain ive ever felt as
a human being as i am withdrawin from opiates. my friends were using, i
remember i said i would never use. u have to pick your friends wisely, its
true what parents say. i just wish i learned earlier. so its been
officially the 2nd day off. i cant have trouble getting comfortable every
second, its almost like tortute. for anyone that would read this, do not
ever use heroin. no one should ever go through it.
one day at a time.
Date: 10 Jan 2005
4 months clean... :) I can't promise to anyone that it will be forever, but
I can say I will do my best... (10 years addicted)
Date: 21 Apr 2005
Ali [London UK]
I have been on Heroin from the age of 17 I am now 23 and have been clean now
for just other three weeks. Every day is a struggle trying to rebuild my
body and soul. I pray to God almighty that he gives me the strength to
continue on in my struggle against this evil. I pray for all those in my
shoes and to all those still stuggling with the habbit. I pray for those who
have died at the hands of Heroin.
Heroin addiction can happen to the best of us, and more often than not it
does... stay strong guys!
28 May 2006
My best friend is addicted to heroin. Every day I watch her slowly get worse
and worse. I am scared to death she is going to OD and die. I dont know how
to help her stop.
I hope I dont have to click 'death' next time.
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